The Show

I hope Ellen has or is having or had a good show!  She has a cute boy on I see.

Why Pressure

I do want young dads to have a thing with their daughter..

Well

I've been active on my YouTube playlists.. shoulda said

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Sorry

Did I hurt your feelings?  I didn't technically go in and actually curse.  I was in a rage, yea, but what could I do?  Just wait for another time.  I was upset @ like what was happening, but I kinda like it, too, so, I dunno, I think it was something more specific..

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Why is the government shut down so tacky?  Ellen talks @ it jokingly.  I'm sure she will find trouble.  Her aunt just died, but she was almost 100.  I'm sorry @ it, still.  I was just pointing it out.  I don't know if she'll really find big trouble.  She finds trouble with me, though..  I mean, then ya'll just say I did something wrong when I express what happened.  I didn't even attack back..  I was upset, I wasn't cursing.  Well, a little, but as an aside.  Do you know what pops up in my head when I'm mad??  I just don't feel like stopping and thinking @ shit.

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Why do you want me suddenly sorry?  I just say if someone is mean to me!!  That's why I curse but not badly at them like a lot.  I did drop the cursing, but I don't know if I should have.  It wasn't aimed @ Ellen.  I didn't just come up and start something..  You're just looking for me to be humiliated.  I just walked outta my room, and look what happened.

Wow

You get interested in someone else, you wanna rub in someone in the wrong way?

If you are interested @ Tim Burton, he has become mushy @ his daughter and doesn't serve the public as much as when Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was out.

Ugh, I just stretched and didn't feel as much pleasure.

Also, I got a big container of fruit, not the little 1s, when I was out @ 711 yesterday.  I ate more at supper.  However, I just had 1/2 bowl of ice cream, 1/2 vanilla 1/2 chocolate.

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Stop being suggestive and escalating what you tell me.  I don't care what you say, don't push my life in that direction.  I didn't do anything.

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WHAT IS THIS - STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY AND UNCOMFORTABLE.  I am not guilty and am not uncomfortable @ "what I did."

Unstable

Ellen, I don't have to do anything for what I said @ you!  YOU DID IT.

I got more messages!!  D;'

Hey, why are you clickin' @ me?

WHAT NOW  I even know what you said I think.

I guess..

I shouldn't have gotten upset like that.. but I was..  It shouldn't be a big deal.  No one will stop bothering me, though.

So, I walked by my mom and it sonded like, "If Christina wants something, she wants Tim Burton."  That's of course besides this picture, but I didn't like that because I put at least 3 females above him in my list.  He's been less active.

No, they'll say anything and think it means they didn't decide and it was fate..

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Why did I hear a shredder as I sang an Italian song?  I have an Italian friend on Facebook, the other 1..

Wut?

I was thinking of the boy from England and heard something from my dad again..

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My dad made me mad.  I heard something when I was @ to post something to Ellen..  What a loser.  Who does he think he is??

So, what ya'll think

@ my shitty videos??

Compliments

I did a tribute.  Ellen is so hard-working and sweet and nice but why can't anyone say so????  Just because some of you are mad it's not @ you?  That's mean to her.  You should post it online..

Oh no

Bye bye .. ellen my darling .. the pill must kill me

Sincerely

I like your show, you don't have to pay attention to crazy Christina, but I am not a bad person.  I just want you to be o k :|

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Ha ha eLLen degeneres (*) so Nell made it so she's the special 1 what a brat no one else does that themselves

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What that is big upsets you that I posted?  Just that I couldn't shut up?

I sorta..

..spazzed it at them as I passed, maybe just partly me dunno

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I passed some people and got upset and thought of my dad in a tacky way.. but I guess we had a mutual feeling.

Mad

Stop hinting threats I'm in trouble later when I'm not looking.

I feel so gross eating mac so often.

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I sorta let go and stopped complaining in my mind.

Nap

I need 1.

Problem

So, what, Ellen constantly has me uncomfortable?  She wishes to hurt me?  I mean, she thinks I deserve to be punished?

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I said to stop judging me.  You *beep*

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Stop telling me I'm bad..Ellen

Let's start using words like worthless without cringing every time it happens.

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Ellen, stop being mean.  You are being mean cuz I have a mouth.

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Why do you keep bothering me!

ELLEN IS THAT YOU YES IT IS STOP

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I don't wanna go to the Ellen show to fight.. but I sort out things here.  I just meant that I thought it really was Ellen and that if I said I don't think so I'd get made fun of.  I think slowly sometimes or do things that way, sometimes..

Remember

When people were all about if you deserved something even if you were currently considered perfect?  Like you didn't deserve some things for some reason?

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Ellen, you are not enough fun..  You spread negative energy cuz of your racial selfishness.  You wanna be more stimulated, and I can't feel good..

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Ellen would be nicer to her kid, and I don't want her to treat my kid how she treats me.

At Least

I'm not still mad.  Ugh, but you know I feel like I'm shit.. to everyone

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Why do Britney and Ellen not have friends..  waiting for a bomb to tick off

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Why does Ellen think she's ahead culturally, like I can't enjoy myself!

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I guess ya'll don't see what you shit on me.

**PlaNs**

I am gonna do Vocal Performance @ Seminole Community College, Orlando, FL.  xp  Calls to make.

So, 2 days a week a gym class there and working out, with their theory which is probably each day and piano 3.

My mom was gonna have me go to like shelters to get help all day for you know like once a week as they said possible.

So, I still wanna catch all of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" but not as much otherwise.. I do like Bethenny, but I mean it's a lot for starters.  I actually sometimes watch her more than once.

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I get upset because things have happened.. I didn't think I was nasty, but yea I felt bad..

Wow

Ellen, fess up for what you did.

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So, another coincidence with a boy I like from England..  What's that for?  You made me upset, I can't trust you.

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Too Bad

I was so upset.  What could I do?  I was like in convulsion, and no one would give in to me..

Stupid

Yea, cuz sometimes it's for the opposite reason-

Why do people do it like that?

Something I Have to Say

Who cares what led to what.  That's just stupid.

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I said not to elect to hurt my mom.

Go away Tim Ellen can do what she wants regardless of you.

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Sarah Brightman, I hope you do have a good reason for going into outer space because that was what I was thinking.  I'm a little outta it..

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I know she doesn't just wanna have fun..

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My mom has a problem.  I shouldn't have a curfew and be on a pill.  She was mean to me 1st.

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White people shit @ technology.  I am white, though, so go away.

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Stop saying you made me feel inappropriately.  :{

What's with all the clicks!!!!

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Ellen makes inside jokes @ me.  I never told her to pay attention to me.

Look, I don't have a problem.  Why should I watch your show..?  I do wanna watch it.  But why?  Cuz yer ***y?

What are all these noises now!!  Stop ruining things for me and being suggestive and stimulating.  Learn to talk, dummies.

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Ellen laughs at you if you say oh it wasn't her.  What's so funny @ this?  I don't wanna see anyone!  I just leave my room to fuckin' eat!

It's not that..

You're just picking at me for what I posted.  WHAT'S WRONG.  IT'S NOT ILLEGAL.  Like what you do.

Everyone around here threatens me and has nothing to offer.

Why's my mom so mean?  It's all because of Ginny's daughter, I thought something funny and now my mom is always mean.  She made me really mad inside and I had to do something.

Problem

Stop irritating me.

You're just mean and nasty.

GET IT I'VE BEEN SAYING THIS ALL ALONG SO SHUT UP

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I don't think it's any 1 person, but I was pretty upset and bet you just took it your way.

Ugh

Anyone who thinks Ellen is insulting come here.  I am not feeling well.

STOP WATCHING ME AND TESTING ME

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I SAID TO LEAVE ME ALONE

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I swear I am channeling Ellen as being rude @ things like race and my dad's age..  What's your problem?  I don't accept it.

Sorry, I didn't wanna say this, but I guess I talked @ what I was feeling.  My mom kept on doing stuff.  Oh Ellen don't be dumb and say that was me just shut up I'm tired of posting this..

Why don't you get this straight?

You're the 1s who started it.  I am getting uncomfortable.  I am being told this is because of something I did.  It's not.  Do you want me to prove it?

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I keep getting noises and stuff in my room telling me I'm my dad in a bad way and I'm a girl!  I'm probably better than him in ways I like!  WHAT ARE YOU.

STOP.  You just reacted again.

Someone stop my mom she's crazy.

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So, Ellen is getting mad at me for things that aren't my fault.  Don't you go in and single out to hurt my mom.

If you wanna

talk @ Mrs. DeGeneres you should just do it.

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I didn't mind it at 1st, but now she's getting back and I find myself fresh again complaining on the blog.  I found Ellen thought it funny.  Look, why do I have to worship you?

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You even act more and more like her mom is mad.  Just quit, I don't even care what you say.  You're just gonna make me think of some curse word when thinking @ Mrs. DeGeneres.

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Look, Ellen, I don't wanna play suggest things to Christina to be safe, who did this.  My mom is lying to me and doesn't care if she's the 1 who's mean and makes me upset and leaves me with nothing I can do about it.  Just forget it and see if you can move on with your life.

I see you on your show think it's okay if I m.. and get m..

Do you wanna lose your dignity and get called tacky all the time??  What, are you suddenly better than everyone?  Who do you think I am??  I will stick to what I say.

She might not have done it, but she thinks it's funny.

I'm pretty mad, I feel like I'm m.. and no one cares.  If someone did, they'd have to stop talking to me.

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Ellen pretends she's cooler than me, like my aunts's friends.

Ah Ah

What aren't we learning @ the South from Ellen DeGeneres?  She just knows she's in and has a good mom..

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I have interesting accent fluctuations since seeing Sarah Brightman, her concert here.  It's kinda saucy and ***y even in ways.  I mean like exciting even if laid back.

So..

..what, you catch me tacky and that means I'm not good enough?  Lots of people do that.

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I guess my friend is mad her mom isn't any younger actually. She doesn't want to administer goodness.

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Why does Ellen get to be all blonde and ditzy?

I was nice.

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Ellen, you're not the only friend in the world.

I demand you..

..to stop thinking you're Floridian.

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We are all free to love the beach, Ellen..

Oh My

Ellen doesn't like me being from Southeastern Florida by the beach.

Forget It

I'm going up north this month.

So..

..Where'd you go?  Want some attention?  Didn't I already know that?

O Just Shut Up You Nigger

I don't *beep* you collective people from "up north.."

Threats

Ellen DeGeneres is a bully, but I'll show her I'm cooler than that.

I keep getting these afterthoughts, but like I said it might not be her..  Like, she has to always be right but isn't and needs other people to do the simple work for her.  Like, she's never sure nor really in firm control, doesn't "take" things.  I find her soft and babyish.  She is overly nice and needs help in other ways.  I mean, she probably doesn't like doing that all the time.  My wish was that I could post along with others online and that she'd like me, but it's like there's no one else in the world but her Mamma and Portia.

Can you stop?

What, now I need a new computer mouse?

Let me make my bet.

I'd wanna do this concert with Sarah Brightman but w|o Jackie Evancho.

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Jackie @jackieevancho

You should have done a whole concert with her.

Time to Say Goodbye
Pie Jesu
There's a Place for Us
The Flower Duet
When|If Mamma Gets Married (Gypsy, by teenagers)
Let Me Entertain You (Gypsy, but by youngsters..)
Dream a Dream (Charlotte Church, others do it)

I thought there were 10.

Can You Feel the Love Tonight? (gay?)
Panis Angelicus

I'm missing 2.

Memory
Macavity (Cats!)
Mungojerrie + Rumpleteazer

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Problem

So, are these suggestive messages from partly Ellen DeGeneres, like annoying things happening or is it really that person??  Who cares?  They think they have something, and I'm not sure..

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A drum smash sounds like waves crashing upon the shore.

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Do you still get nervous after you sing for something important?  =]

Schedule

I think I will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," want to twice, but also to catch Bethenny and Jimmy Fallon and someday onto Colbert?  I saw some of Jay Leno today and David Letterman was on.

WAH!

Ellen I miss 2004.

I miss being with my roommate and having her count the chocolate chips she eats whilst I while away the day in music and contributing to good health-