I have the feeling people are just telling me I'm somethig I'm not. I'm really mad @ what I found out today, but it's not @ Sarah Brightman. It's them bringing up things like racism to say you can't be like someone else in life. It's happening all over, and I may seem to be ruining my ego but am just talking and know it.
Just imagine me a normal, intellectual, polite, maybe withheld yet sociable person. All of a sudden people are darting me everywhere in the world, like making fun of me. Like, @ important things. I never really fantasized that I'd know some famous person but knew I had to be in the good list. If not, then I will be mad.