Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Extra! Extra!

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I have interesting accent fluctuations since seeing Sarah Brightman, her concert here.  It's kinda saucy and ***y even in ways.  I mean like exciting even if laid back.

So..

..what, you catch me tacky and that means I'm not good enough?  Lots of people do that.

Actually

I guess my friend is mad her mom isn't any younger actually. She doesn't want to administer goodness.

So

Why does Ellen get to be all blonde and ditzy?
I was nice.

I Love the Mountains

Ellen, you're not the only friend in the world.

I demand you..

..to stop thinking you're Floridian.

Well

We are all free to love the beach, Ellen..

Oh My

Ellen doesn't like me being from Southeastern Florida by the beach.

Forget It

I'm going up north this month.

So..

..Where'd you go?  Want some attention?  Didn't I already know that?

O Just Shut Up You Nigger

I don't *beep* you collective people from "up north.."

Threats

Ellen DeGeneres is a bully, but I'll show her I'm cooler than that.

I keep getting these afterthoughts, but like I said it might not be her..  Like, she has to always be right but isn't and needs other people to do the simple work for her.  Like, she's never sure nor really in firm control, doesn't "take" things.  I find her soft and babyish.  She is overly nice and needs help in other ways.  I mean, she probably doesn't like doing that all the time.  My wish was that I could post along with others online and that she'd like me, but it's like there's no one else in the world but her Mamma and Portia.

Can you stop?

What, now I need a new computer mouse?

Let me make my bet.

I'd wanna do this concert with Sarah Brightman but w|o Jackie Evancho.

Tweet

Jackie @jackieevancho

You should have done a whole concert with her.

Time to Say Goodbye
Pie Jesu
There's a Place for Us
The Flower Duet
When|If Mamma Gets Married (Gypsy, by teenagers)
Let Me Entertain You (Gypsy, but by youngsters..)
Dream a Dream (Charlotte Church, others do it)

I thought there were 10.

Can You Feel the Love Tonight? (gay?)
Panis Angelicus

I'm missing 2.

Memory
Macavity (Cats!)
Mungojerrie + Rumpleteazer

Edit: The Prayer

Problem

So, are these suggestive messages from partly Ellen DeGeneres, like annoying things happening or is it really that person??  Who cares?  They think they have something, and I'm not sure..

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Sound Effects

A drum smash sounds like waves crashing upon the shore.

Question

Do you still get nervous after you sing for something important?  =]

Schedule

I think I will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," want to twice, but also to catch Bethenny and Jimmy Fallon and someday onto Colbert?  I saw some of Jay Leno today and David Letterman was on.

WAH!

Ellen I miss 2004.

I miss being with my roommate and having her count the chocolate chips she eats whilst I while away the day in music and contributing to good health-

Monday, October 14, 2013

For, now, I find..

These adults never wanted to do anything with their fans.  Why should they be all allowed to retire?  I didn't want Johnny Depp to.  It's been a rather unfair life.

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youtu .be/haVC2NC-608 Vid Re. Wow, you are a really good singer. I live in Orlando, too, and sometimes go to Rollins. A goal of mine would be to major in singing there, but I was class of 2008. You seem like you can really sing. Most people seem either anxious or proud of starting @ 15. I thought I was horrible, actually. I'm having problems with my voice cracking but still. I wish I could sing with you. I'm going on vacation so. Nice singing! :} Keep going!..

What's Funny

I didn't sing as a toddler but talked a lot, Ellen.

I wanted to sing and at 5 told my family.. tried to sing that song @ school to them.

At 6, I was in on music a lot, Michael Jackson and Free Willy.  Children's folk songs from my aunt, songs @ church I liked - Ah Lay Looo Ya..

At 7, I know I tried to memorize church songs.  I was allowed to sing in choir for Christmas.  At 8, they let 7-year-olds in.  In music, they taught the notes, so hard....

At 9, I was in such a good choir for vocal influence and strictness @ the oldest Catholic parish in the U.S.  This was until 6th grade, 11|12.

I moved and for 2 years, since there was no choir and I was scared of the voice piano teacher, I was able to expand alone at home on things like Celine Dion, Shania Twain too, Laura Branigan, eventually Bonnie Tyler and Sarah Brightman, Cats and Les Miserables and stuff, .. I got in high school and was into the idea of musical theater and participated and would wear even in junior high tights and turtlenecks "like Cats" and I'd run around hoarsely and sing "The Phantom of the Opera" on a karaoke machine .. please forgive me for losing my voice! and never recording!  I need to get back to that, maybe the clothes and colored lights would bring back those kinds of memories.  I was so physically fit!  105 pounds.

Oh, and Sarah, I made this post for you.. I guess I couldn't get myself to not copy Jackie..  It was so exciting when she was coming out, the CDs.  What, though.  I decided I had to be able to sing like Charlotte Church but am off.  I haven't been able to go in my old way but think as the same person I should.  I tried to talk in a low, tacky voice, like people in families with people born in 1953.  Since then, now I can't keep my voice from cracking.  My voice teacher was more a theater person, but she didn't teach me lots of plain acting..  I am gonna actually do voice over where she taught til now and I got kicked out.  She was being mean to me and so was the class and she didn't care.  ':{  I don't know how well-liked she is actually..  I like her, she's on my list of people with Johnny Depp.. she would find it suggestive, though.  ^99^  She seemed to like spreksteem (German sp?)  You know, I can't sing because my voice cracks.  That was before I took the private lessons.  We didn't seem to learn much at all in her classes.  What can I say?  She wasn't into the romance but more acting like she expected us to work more on our own while she pledged about the local box office..

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Listening List

Pay attention to it on my YouTube.  It has the recent 1s right now with a star.  link

Why

does she think that fate doesn't determine what happens to you as a physical repercussion and thinks a person could have chosen to change that for you?  Huh????

Why does she keep popping up?

I know I bought something to sew and didn't, and I think Ellen DeGeneres found out.  Now, my dad plopped a 2nd computer in my room for some unknown purpose but some reason..  Now, my mouse is being stupid like hers.  How is that cute?  I went on to wonder @ her threatening my kids and being plain old defensive about if she had some..  I just thought, something modern she knows not of I guess, "I hope you don't have kids, then."  It means it in a certain way, but she'll probably make a face @ it on her show, sadly.  All she does is argue.  It also bothered me~~~my dad turned up the volume when I was wondering @ stuff, like if anyone read my blog.  It seems people just..  Ellen has no reason to argue.  She just wants to hurt people because she is Jewish..

Should I top this 1 off, then?  I mean, some things she just wants to "take the wrong way?"  Heard of that phrase????  Well, go ahead and learn these things.

"Disturbing"

It is suggestive to think you're punishing them by hurting or disturbing them.

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A STO ry

There was a lady named Sarah, a lady named Kristen, a type of smart toddler Chloe, a lady-in-waiting age 13 named Christina.., a girl named Peyton who was @ 6, and a final girl age 4 named Ellen.

There were lots of men out either working physically on the farm, the hard stuff, ladies-in-waiting picking berries who were @ 17 but a bit early to be charging tasks such as that at such a time..  The sisters had started going to a school the last 2 months..  Christina would carry them home and finish her homework, as she had a lot and had never read..

"Mommy!" Chloe said, when can I go see Jackie?  "In a minute, love.."  Christina would take her over and work on her needlework, which was quite a task.  She could sense in the future she would not be able to complete such tasks.  Her mind would boggle from being the oldest.  She only homed Mammy could keep care of her children..

There were witches and warlocks @, good warlocks and fairies!  Only Chloe and Christina could see them.  Christina was in Chloe's nursery 1 day, and Chloe looked around as though looking for something magical.  She owned a small, elegant cat no one could hardly see.

There was a party, some over and eventually to the Hallowed hall.  It was a Masquerade.  Christina went in purple and yellow, and she took Chloe in green and yellow with a purple necklace.

1 day at home, they found there would be a caravan to a mighty festival.

Ellen sat on the lap of Mlle. S.  Christina had a hard time keeping the girls to what she thought was good and grew confused, not much to her these days.

Finally, they arrived, and Chloe was wide awake.  They settled in and went for the opening night.  There was a tunnel of love, once again.  There were witches and kiddies all over..

Most of the time, Chloe was scared, like in the great big, lengthy tunnel of love and cried to others.  Ellen loved the tunnel of love.

Christina went around with some other girls her age she found there.

They sat around eating lunch, and 1 of the older girls asked, "Have you seen my sister, yet??  Sorta in a creepy way.  The ferris sweel was most creepy..  She looked to her left, "No."

Time to go back, things weren't quite so normal.  Christina had to go with the family to take care of the 2 little 1s, while Peyton was going on to be a swimmer and lifeguarding.

There was so much technology around, and Mommy is actually a witch here..  The mom would go away for awhile and the kids would be hard to look over, always so nervous in their pulled up dresses.  The mother's job was to obviously try to resolve the existence of crime.  There was talk of a murderer around, so they locked the doors and half got ready to leave but with nowhere to go.  "Sarah.." said Christina.. "I will take you to a better country, a better LAnd."  "Oh.." said Mlle.  Well, .. she went to take care of her business quickly and had no choice but to leave.  They followed Christina's guide and found a stable place to stay, found a vacancy at an inn and settled down. 

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I was a piano major in college for 1 year with organ as my 2ndary instrument along with voice for Music Education.  I also did violin and bells.  I had been takaing piano lessons and accompanying but nothing very hard nor serious..  I hope to do some major singing someday, am set to be a performer.  Otherwise, I know I would end my life in Music Education, if the world didn't need|want me.
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A Note Notice

Please, Sarah Brightman, if you are so positive, then that means you will save my life - cannot press 1 button until all the kids with older moms, obviously my mom is like a sister and people of that age like a mom...., until they all believe they are the same as those with kids with moms @ 25 or 26..  Even Helena Bonham Carter, 20, like a mom!  She doesn't know and doesn't car!  ':|

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Sunday, October 13, 2013

Weight

minus @ 4 - am 160.8!!!8!!!8!!!

Wale! (Well)

Ellen DeGeneres is too embarrassed to ever let it out (joking @.)  I posted my dad and am worried he might get h****.  You know, people post things all the time without little made up rules, but I guesssome people like differentt hings.

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What?

My last video wasn't good, didn't sound like that before.

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Saturday, October 12, 2013

Just Woke Up


almost 10 hours of sleep

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Mad

I don't like the way I'm being communicated to with the way things load on my computer!!!  What happened to Tim Burton n el paradiso de Monkey Island with Johnny Depp??  You wanna be treated like this in private?  Do you wanna live withou a private?

Problem

Why is my dad all in my life all of a sudden no matter where I go?  It's not in a good way, if you could understand and hopefully are NOT stupid.  I thought he was in defense mode.  He's not gonna "'ventually" (eventually) "do it" to me!!!!

Hey, you, yea you, hey, kid

Hey, Sarah Brightman, check out my singing backing Jackie: link.

So

Do ya like this girl's singing, huh huh, cuz I do!!

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me singing

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Don't worry..

I starred this 1.

New Video of Me

YouTube

This 1 is short, interesting, and kinda good..in a way.

Fixing My Voice

Well, the 1st video was a mistake.. or something, but I'm trying to get my voice, "to find my voice...."  I thought of something helpful for others I thought, but maybe this wasn't it..  It's going better but not so good.  It's the cracking thing.  Dunno what this would do for 1.

No, wait

that was 1953?

My Poor Cracking Voice

I tried to sound like people in a family with someone born in 1950 and they talk with sorta a soft rasp.

BAH

So don't watch it unless you don't care if it's good..
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Friday, October 11, 2013

Someone gave me an idea.

Tim can direct The Phantom of the Opera and I can compete.

Inquisition

You would like, clicked to me, the space station cuz it's so pop-like.

Problem

I think people pretend to feel sorry for me cuz my parents don't love me..

You see..

I did establish a relationship with him.

The problem with..

..fantasizing @ my dad is when you are trying to talk @ me.. your mind just wanders.

Problems

Why won't people stop fantasizing @ my dad when they use me?  I think it's unnecessary, sad to say.  You need to be more dignified.  He's born in 1950.

I want to know.

Why are people being suggestive?  I am so outraged I could say something that would blow you away and make you judge me differently.  I am sitting here suddenly figuring out riddles.  The riddles are tacky and considerably stupid.  I can take a riddle, but something is rather wrong.  It bothers me, I get very very irritated.  I am already treated "like crap" racially.  So, is this just gonna get worse and worse?

1 thing I can talk about that might interest you is .. I just heard a click and felt something and forgot.  Oh, yes, I would be disappointed if you don't accept Ellen racially as white.  I don't want to hear 1 secret joke.  I don't know if she thinks it's funny cuz it means people are sorry for her.  It gives her attention.  I would know, I lived there.

Government Shut Down

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That article is good because it makes sense.  I don't like twisted decisions.  People won't accept me as someone who posts online.

Problem

Ellen, I am so sorry your aunt who is .. 5 years older than my Gramma, who's as old as Mickey Mouse ... passed away.  You kno wI a m going to NY state to see my Gramma who's moving down to Florida with my oldest aunt in Florida.  I just couldn't take it.  You should have had more time.  Yo uknow, I believe in the afterlife for real.  I heard weird noises all over in 2005 when I moved, am partly from up north.  I know I won't die, but not really.  Don't worry, I found out that life is a joke.  We live forever.  We change who we are and can be more than 1 thing, which is not somethin gI do.
     Aw, there there my poor sweet Ellen RIP

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Weird Feelings

I don't feel that I want to be something made from another person.  I'm more comfortable @ my mom at the moment than what my dad's been pushed to do.  It's what it is, though.

Sorry, I see I put the wrong link..

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I do notice

everyone does get mad when people get attention.

So

How do I stop this?  Anyone?  8|

Cheap Parenting

Why try to get me to be mad?  I do get mad in public since Johnny Depp became known to me.

Cheap

I feel that people are trying to get me to be upset and make faces, how cheap and why parenting after you kicked me out?

Another Problem

I feel some people put tremendous stress on others to be mean to me or else, but this is just people like my dad.  WTF!  Where did that come from what's that?  Care to admit it?  I get threatened when I ask.  Why is my dad making sure I never get treated like a lady?  This is so berserk.  He's been nice, but I think I caught him propelling my life to where it isn't mine, when I go to eat and stuff.  Also, my mom said to take the pills.  I shouldn't, really.  How will I have time at home with my family ever again without those pills?  It's from going to the mental hospital after Ginny kicked me outta her classes without telling me a reason.

A Single-Minded Goal

I have a single-minded goal to again clean my room.  Then, I will be fresh and ready..

What else??  I dunno..  I forget.  Oh, I want to rearrange my room.  I couldn't even sing.  I just felt too cluttered and upset @ it when I tried.

Problems

People keep digging into me ***ually, doing things that are suggestive a lot, and then I feel stupid.  It's not friendly, I have nothing holding me up but being a slug at home who can't keep up with her laundry and sometimes loses sleep or sleeps too much at a time.

Question

Does everyone look like Sarah Brightman?  link

Concert

I found Sarah Brightman not Scarborough Fair where I abruptly at the end stood up and shouted but The Phantom of the Opera: link.
IMDb

So

You all are fools to think I'm nasty.  You're the 1s who attack me!  I already went on a diet and got roller blades, thinking it would extract evil, but I dunno, I just get more of a reminder..

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Edit

I added a bio to my new Twitter.

Halloween

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Except, I'm getting XL.

What's Up.. or Down

I did watch Monday's "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" already last night.  I'm baking chocolate chip muffins for my dessert.  I had a smoothie this morning and at college with a boxed Caesar salad.

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I added a link to the last 1.

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I posted new fashion favorites.

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The Flower Duet

Sous  le  dôme épais
Under the dome thick

Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay


Où    le  blanc jasmin
Where the white jasmine

Oo lay blawn jazz mawn


À  la  rose s’assemble
At the rose together

Ah ah la a rose sawn blah


Sur   la  rive  en fleurs,
About the shore in flowers

Sewr la reev ahn fleyu


Riant    au matin
laughing to morning

Ree ahn too metawn


Viens, descendons ensemble.
come   descend    together

Vee awn dee sawn dawn sawn blah

School

I went to a thing where we watched a movie on Broadway and some jazzy stuff.. then speaking.  1 thing I said was I learned more on piano than anything else.  They wanted to know what standard singing was, and I said it was all jazz and evolved into pop.

It was all mostly old ladies, just a handful.

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Wonderful Concert

1st, I remember trying to soak in the post-contemporary singing. I said "Woo," with a little rasp in my voice. Then, I supported with perfection clapping evenly the whole time after a French-sounding song. When she sang "Scarborough Fair," I stood up and said "Woo" really loudly and in a good voice, like a normal singing voice that sounded as though it could get much stronger--ooh I clapped loud once thinking how we all lose our voices to Johnny Depp hoping to act like him. That was my 1st outburst but sent just for my area. For The Phantom of the Opera, I just clapped loudly while some actually squealed. I wanted to squeal loudly, but I just slammed not very hard and didn't.. At the end, I said "Woo" twice like I was having fun in English, heehee. My dad asked if I wanted to go, and we left early and just as I got out the bathroom she finished a post-finale song.
  • ChristinaBarrett There was a bit of an outburst from all the older people when I said "Woo" in an attractive, loud way-

Loads of Problems, Today

(0) I had a good past few days.  I don't want "the dream" of you trying to control what I notice as though I were delicate yet older.

(1) The fact that I'm writing @ this now.

(2) Making fun of cute boys I like because you can't do it.

(3) What happens is they want to measure how much they can affect my life, like by putting clicks in my recordings.

(4) My mom came in and sounded like she said it'll be it for her at 80 because there was something I did you don't do, which annoys me Ellen's worrying or even thinking she's any Jewish at all!!  So, then I became violent and restless, which leads me to believe I must partake in physical activities, tough they won't let me do gymnastics.

(5) A black girl was by me at a thing I watched today, and she kept saying, "Hmph," and acted annoying, like my mom was a nigger.  I looked @ her, and nigger came to mind.. as always does with black people to me, not that I think of it each time I see them.  Then, she acted like she was on top of me racially, like I couldn't get away with it.  I moved up when the film was over to the speaker, and some other ladies were nitpicking with me but not the speaker.  It was like I wasn't even who I Was.  You don't even have a good definition for Asian like I do of Native American.  It irritates me when anyone picks at me to anything they made up @ me and my race.  It's just an irritation from it.

(6) So, these messages were from Ellen DeGeneres.  Isn't that a nasty sorta pie in your face way of taking out your racial whims on another person?  Then, Ellen gets nice and threatens me like she won't talk to me as much if I get mad at something that really hurts me.  That's annoying, I don't wanna worry @ that when I'm a good fan of the show and her.  She does these things, though, that's why I diet, that's why I got roller blades.  I need something else like ballet or tumbling, but I'm gonna do voiceover now and that's a lot of money, October-December.  I need to rearrange my room so I'm not like fumbling when I record my attempts at singing again.  I can get exercise videos and plan to go to the gym.  It's really a hassle getting ready for and recovering from physical activity.  I'm always behind on laundry|ironing.  I can't sit down and read.  It's too bad I got so tired of my dieting.  You get fat fast on a diet if you quit, with me at least.  That sounds like something you've heard of..
Sometimes, it seems weird what people can and can't do.

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Problem

Got thoughts of hitting rubber Ellen ehrn she wouldn't shut up. Had a good past 2 days. I was convinced she was being mean to me. She doesn't accept, oh no she couldn't have. I mean digging into my race? She's the 1 who is mean bc of her racial issues. Her mom's maiden name might be Jewish-Austrian-German. So, she does mean things when mad and says you did something.

She is following me around, telling people what to dish out. It's insulting and moreover awkward and laborious to report. She is only doing it for Nell being called the N word by order. I just have to ignore that. People randomly would make fun of me racially. Anyway, Ellen cuts in all the time, like something funny on my computer. How will I be able to function?? Like work and if I were in school?

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I'm trying just to listen to music.

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My driver was taking orders from her to purposely hurt just me.

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Problem

These people won't stop treating me like I'm bad, and Ellen thinks she's strong, but she's overly protected. She is doing this, while Portia is comfy, cozy, and spoiled. Ellen takes back telling you nice things. She thinks we can't talk @ our issues @ her..

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