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Sorry

I shouldn't have sloppily reported my troubles with people of other races..

Topic of Interest

Why does Jackie Evancho look like Renee Fleming?  I thought she wasn't for people like that like us.

Problem

My day is being ruined.  I get over things fast.

See

I got the message from Ellen she just decided that I'd see her and she wouldn't have to acknowledge me racially, racially now that's a sin-  This can't be true??

Problem

I don't know what you have for Central Florida|Orlando, but I was in the office and I came in on the Spanish girl like I was white but nice.  The Asian guy was upset and got onto me, rather a violent idea without admitting it.  He touched my hand to get my pulse with the gear in a way I didn't like.  He seemed sorry later.

Problem

Why are people trying to get me in a hissy by not shutting up and acting like they're the only 1 worth a shit?  These clicks in my room, I gotta record the ghosts, though, the Central Florida ghost hotline.

Mad

If people wanna think @ me isnot that Ellen can make fun in a stupid way you relay to me that I'm selfish if I were famous but Ellen is pristine but not since the 1980s.  I was hoping people would think of other people.

Wondering

Why was my mom in such a rush, today?  She was driving in a way that made me reach o***** but not strongly and with tingly.  So, that's why..  I know it was in a plan and also she wants to think she's getting back at me for being upset around some people who were nice to me though.  I just wanted to say that I felt uncomfortable what came to mind cuz I just thought of things like that twice before and it didn't seem to matter.  That's also "not safe."

Hm..

I'm getting the feeling Ellen is not made out for Florida nor modern Louisiana hospitality.

Only families from the South, now Latinos, are considered fortunate..

What They Talk @

It's all suggestive random stuff.  I was wondering cuz I don't wanna just type every thing they say..

Problems

I'm getting more what Ellen would call bullshit, I think.  Supposedly, I can't talk nicely? becuase I used to get upset and curse but just for fun????  Some people like it.  I don't do it for fun..  I'm not putting on a face.  When am I mean?  I am not even cursing now.  So, there's nothing like that to talk about.  I think before it was more a sincere thing.  Just forget @ it.  It was funny, or I was upset.

Why are you talking to me!

I am not cursing now, and what I did before is already over and taken care of.  It's still up if you wanna ask me about it, that's partly what it's there for-

What do you mean I can't talk like I'm normal and not a curser?  I'm not.  Do you see me curse?  Do you see me bullshit!

What It Is

I feel like I'm being cheated each time I apologize for getting upset at people who are always mean to me.

Well

No, I didn't wake up wanting to be mean to people, but people get upset for the stupidest things and all that's left they'll listen to, which I don't like to do, is cursing at them and losing yourd dignity.  The n word just came, and I was startled already that I got upset at others but Ellen is an exception cuz she's so famous and like a set person, supposedly nice, too.  I just knew someone would make a big deal of what I Was thinking.  I don't feel anyone but who was called something would deserve an apology.  This is rather undue to whoever's pestering me with noises.  I know it's my mom getting back and trying to ruin things again.  Ellen is trying to make sure things don't go well for me, too.  What?  I was out looking for a dress last night and didn't get much sleep.  I ended up not being actually outwardly bad at the appointment today nor before.  I just told my mom I wanted to drive and said waiting for the bus wasn't actually fun - the medicine makes it tiring.  The psychiatrist said we couldn't make it any higher, and my therapist wanted to.  There are other ways I can make myself not as tired.  I will have to find out if I can have it lowered.  I'm already trying to find out if I actually have this disorder.  You know, there are tests, like research.  It might require an extended stay.

Problem

I'm being bothered and threatened for no reason.

Problem

I got some really rude messages.. someone snotty @ a***tion, the noises they make in my house.  I just wanted to say I got really mad thinking Ellen's hissy fits are causing people to get hurt, ultimately, and how I felt @ Ellen saying she doesn't wanna be called the N word cuz I pretty much am actually convinced it's not that bad to think certain things.  It's probably a dirty thing to do, though.  Why can other people be called that?

What?

Who did the ghost post?

Oh

I meant to say sorry again I was perplexed and in a rush.  No, not in a perfect physical condition, but who is..

So

Why won't anyone leave me alone? I was photographing my nose, they acted like I wasn't white and expected to get away with it.

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Why do people make fun of my hair being darker?

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So

Ellen, honestly, if you keep track of my thoughts, I don't care I happen to think mean people who cause others to be hurt niggers.

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Y

Why is everyone calling me shit since Tim Burton?

Also, I've seen my parents so far today..

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So

I wasn't filmes as a baby, but I don't freese a pose like an Asian.

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So

Ellen, honestly, if you keep track of my thoughts, I don't care I happen to think mean people who cause others to be hurt niggers.

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New Video

Facebook from Oct. 4th

link

me singing "Hark! The Herald Angels Sing" - rather nice

Why

isn't Orla Karron Fallon more classical??

I will..

..serve myself, I think why not, to kids in high school and college age now to provide for them a sorta 1950 perfection base.  Something to base themselves on that's more appealing than what's not..

Unfairness

I don't want to be abrupt, but my friend Karen and who I'm a fan of Chloe Moretz are ruining my chance with Ellen DeGeneres.  Let me elaborate.  I noticed something Chloe would brush over, and I don't trust she has full Southern heritage.  She's a bit like Britney.  So, Ellen would balance the scales.

Nitey

Comments

http://holymoleyeducation.com

Aug 8 - I don't think people my age can even have their parents.  We all got "18 and out."  Where were you, LOL?

Aug 10 - I like a lot of women maternally with the same race as my dad and maybe the age of my mom.

Aug 19 - I wish I went to a public school because you can be good and do the work and get more sleep at night.

Aug 22 - Some kids want love, and that was always fine.

Aug 31 - That's the same thing as daycare.  How can you place a biracial or mixed or part-nonwhite kid in a daycare and expect them to compete to full potential.  I was good only if I did all things expected, like start gymnastics earlier than needbe..

Sep 4 - Honestly, I would hug an older friend or caress a younger friend, I am more astute with my mom and also in other ways my dad..

Sep 12 - Well, it's just I don't always wanna be with 1 or 2 of the asme people.  That's become quite obvious now.  In fact, I wish I were alone in some way I feel.

Oct 3 - Well, just go to a public school.  I went to bad Catholic schools..  '}:|

New Person

Mary Moley-Palacios - holymoleyeducation.wordpress.com

I got her from Bethenny on Facebook.