Weird Feelings

I don't feel that I want to be something made from another person.  I'm more comfortable @ my mom at the moment than what my dad's been pushed to do.  It's what it is, though.

Sorry, I see I put the wrong link..

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I do notice

everyone does get mad when people get attention.

So

How do I stop this?  Anyone?  8|

Cheap Parenting

Why try to get me to be mad?  I do get mad in public since Johnny Depp became known to me.

Cheap

I feel that people are trying to get me to be upset and make faces, how cheap and why parenting after you kicked me out?

Another Problem

I feel some people put tremendous stress on others to be mean to me or else, but this is just people like my dad.  WTF!  Where did that come from what's that?  Care to admit it?  I get threatened when I ask.  Why is my dad making sure I never get treated like a lady?  This is so berserk.  He's been nice, but I think I caught him propelling my life to where it isn't mine, when I go to eat and stuff.  Also, my mom said to take the pills.  I shouldn't, really.  How will I have time at home with my family ever again without those pills?  It's from going to the mental hospital after Ginny kicked me outta her classes without telling me a reason.

A Single-Minded Goal

I have a single-minded goal to again clean my room.  Then, I will be fresh and ready..

What else??  I dunno..  I forget.  Oh, I want to rearrange my room.  I couldn't even sing.  I just felt too cluttered and upset @ it when I tried.

Problems

People keep digging into me ***ually, doing things that are suggestive a lot, and then I feel stupid.  It's not friendly, I have nothing holding me up but being a slug at home who can't keep up with her laundry and sometimes loses sleep or sleeps too much at a time.

Question

Does everyone look like Sarah Brightman?  link

Concert

I found Sarah Brightman not Scarborough Fair where I abruptly at the end stood up and shouted but The Phantom of the Opera: link.

IMDb

So

You all are fools to think I'm nasty.  You're the 1s who attack me!  I already went on a diet and got roller blades, thinking it would extract evil, but I dunno, I just get more of a reminder..