Friday, October 18, 2013

Sigh

I dunno, I just have to put up with it.  Why am I in a bad mood?

Facebook

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Hm..

I guess I should remember it's not any 1 person's fault and I won't think nasty thoughts.

Problem

Then my post didn't post.

Stop acting like you're m.. me, like all fascinated.

Problem

What are you doing?  Why did the # say 86?  I don't wanna play shit.

So

Are you all inviting me out and coming in?

I know

Ellen is being mean to me.  Right, that's what you said.

Problem

Who just pressed a button?

Problem

Stop punishing me!  I can think whatever I want.  My mom comes in and annoys me and tries to **** me.  I can think whatever I want.

Yes

I think I am the 1 who is like Hayley, not her like me.

Biggest Fan

How many big fans does Sarah Brightman have??  I think she has Hayley Westenra.  They sing similarly.  I know it.  It is so similar.  I don't know how much *** she has had.

But it's like oh wow.  I thought of it maybe, but I mean so cool!  She is so much like her or wants to be.  They have the same personality.  I wonder if they will just be busy soulmates.  They are similar.  I think they are the same height but am not sure.  Hayley looks tiny.  Jackie Evancho said she was a big fan at such a young age.  I heard of her when I was a developed teenager, like by 15.  I am the age of Charlotte Church.  I forgot @ her.  She looks a lot like her when they have bangs.  I'm sure it's the same thing for her.  I found I had that English toothy look.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Holy Moly Osh Kosh Bagosh

The South is ***y and has class.  It is not Me he ko (Mexico.)

HA

I may as well ***.  That's what Ginny did..  Look out!  I don't feel unaccepted, but I'm not doing shit, neither!  I guess I have to wait until a long time to start school.  I will be doing voice over classes, which are related in some way in order to get a different experience.  I am more set on college than the Disney parade.  It would be fun to do dance as a major, but I mean singing is fun.

Well

I was never so insulted.  Why would you tell someone they're not as good as someone else, just in general, like take down their badge?  You're there to pop the question.

Um..

..So, is the new hero Hayley Westenra?  I just wanted to know why not accept other people who sing?  How did you find out about anyone at all because I noticed you just know Jackie Evancho and only people in the loop know Hayley Westenra.  Charlotte Church and some other little boy.  So, she's the only 1?  I don't agree with that.  I was open to different things.  If I had to pick 1 person, it would be Ellen.  I guess I'll be with other people, though, like non-accomplices..

Girl Fun

More than anything I just wanna be a blogger, a girl who has fun at her computer.

For fun, I will tell you of my busy schedule..

I did gymnastics + baton each twice a week by the time I was 7.

I started gymnastics and didn't quit until 1 time we moved so I could hopefully ooze into ballet.  I started at 1 3/4 and didn't wanna quit and said no to ballet.

When I was 19 for 1 semester, I did 2 technically professional or normal ballet programs of the highest level.  I went to 2 or 3 ballet schools for a year when I was 20.

When I was in the nation's oldest continuing city, I took time to walk around a lot and there was no ballet.  I actually went to a special school for visual art, which is an appealing thing..  Then, Iswitched to piano, I was 9 1/2.  I had been playing by ear.  I wanted to be a singer I said since a career project in 2nd grade, age 7, when I was a kid..  Anyway, I got the highest grades all through grade school.  I was in choir and piano and was a prodigy and played in church and now everyone is addicted to my music and visual art.  They find me an elegant performer..

I moved to the New Orleans area, and I was the Queen of Clubs for both in school and out of school activities combined.  It's hard to remember, but there are like 20 things, where I was what I was, a social person who people wanted to hear from @ something I guess..  So, what's interesting is I did Talented Music and art.  I told you @ my schedule when I was a senior in high school.  I guess what I didn't remind you of was 2 things:
(1) college - piano, organ, voice, class violon, and 1 semester of bells in the band too - 5 + ballet though I wasn't allowed in the class that includes performance.. and when I was I danced with the pedagogy class.
(2) I ended up coming home and have been intent and focused on how to be modern-cool-popular by posting online and taking pictures wanting to be like Johnny Depp, who didn't dance but sang!

Did you not notice the hail after the storm?  I would go out and always be in so much pain and locked myself in my room when we moved during the hurricane.  I've been locked up, per se, for 8 years.  When the N word event occurred I started to sing online.  I wanted to wait and do opera.  I was trying to get healthy and tall, but it was so hard, didn't want to see anyone.  So, I'd been upholding the belief in the Hollywood lifestyle - anyone can try to be good enough to model and act, even if you aren't 15 then.

A HA

I should sing with Johnny Depp.

Plan

Spring 2014 - age 27-8
Singing
Choir
English II
Math

Summer 2014 - age 28
Math
2 Science
Social Science

Fall 2014 - age 28 - 28 1/2
Social Science
Singing
Choir
Theory III
Class Piano III?

Spring 2015 - age 28-9
2 Humanities
Theory IV
Class Piano IV?

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= Graduated with AA degree when I turn 29
= Applied to Rollins + UCF for Singing BM|BA

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

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A Cute Girl

I would say Hayley Westenra is a sweet girl who deserves a lot.

The only think I'm saying is, not talking -to- her, is that I actually have sung a lot in between homework, done more music than most anyone in school at least.  This is theoretical.  I wasn't a star in band, too busy.  I was in 3 choirs, ballet once a week at 1 time..  Band.  Music school on Saturdays.  I drove myself.  That was 1 year..  Before, I mean I was artistically inclined.  I sang by myself.  I had to pay for ballet.  I know I can do music.  My therapist just told me @ that and wondered @ my singing with the schizophrenia, though.  She doesn't really talk right at me on it, though, just eludes to it.