Saturday, October 19, 2013

We need to start stopping.

The age old question.  Of if I grew up in a white culture.

Singing

I'll ask for 1 that lets me sing loudly.

So, I applied for colleges..

and I put Pacific Islander.  Hope there is still.
I learned most of my music on my ass.

So What

if I was a late bloomer other than in height.

Loser

You want a fully developed st**-**ll

Ole so (also)

I was like my mom.

My Thing

I mean, if I had a pointy nose and chubby cheeks, I'd want to be "together."

Ya'll need to stop

asaying I looked like a noodle or a needle as a tot.  I wasn't fat and had tan skin sometimes.  I just posted those pix to show my eye and hair color.  When I had white skin, I wasn't as see-through-ish..  I don't think I'm different now.  I just have lighter skin, a pointier nose..  I would have rather not looked like a noodle or a needle, but I am more of a ham.

WTF

is wrong wit' my family

So

What if I'm quicker to give you a rub?

Hmph

My brother messed up my life.

No, but I've always been set my eye on it.

How I'm like..

Taylor Swift - I lived in the New Orleans area like she lived in Pennsylvania.

BUT

I have that sWEet voice.

Wow

Hayley isn't wild at all, I mean she is but not in the tone of the actual conversation..

Well, maybe..

Hayley is like Sarah's daughter I thought because she's like a sweet little puppy from NZ..

Ha Ha

And I thought I was the classical 1 but I am lOOUUUD

Why does.. . .

Hayley Westenra sound like Charlotte Church not discluding Jackie Evancho?

HA HA

My voice is louder than Sarah Brightmans.  I do not use a mic.

Insulted

What is wrong with my singing?  Nothing.  I am taking private singing again next semester..

English Early Boomers

I find them dirty and dumb.

Time

People will get to you, you just are pushy for the attention.

Take Ellen DeGeneres for instance, I never knew her as a kid.  If I did, I'd say that she was not a normal human, she was a special kind like the rest of her classmates.

It is incredibly rude to push me off cuz you think you won't get attention from someone like Julie Andrews and not sure who else now.  That's not a good way to act.  I didn't say that Ellen did it because I really don't know.  Sad that I thought of her when I thought of this..

What's Different

No one thinks I'm a pushy, retarded show-off.  Ha ha.  Tell me how to say retarded..  The news is and it's good!  There's room and time for all, please step up!  Pirelli's Miracle Elixir!

Hm Hm

If it weren't for Tim Burton, I would not experience any crappy setback.

Irish Singers, HMM

They don't really seem to open up..

Irish Singers, HMM

They don't really seem to open up..

Open and Wild at Home

No one wants to talk to me.  They are like putting some girl in my face over me, too, not sure how else to say that now.

Quick

I simply am an adult.

I've Decided

I'm not putting up with this, I'm not waiting.

British Airways

I was gonna go to bed but was disturbed.

Why do people complain @ who I am, take advantage of me, that I am insincere.  I don't like act like I'm not an okay person just to make someone feel they are better than me..  That's just weird..

Hm..  It's too bad I'm in this experiment thing.  Too bad anyone ever took advantage just of me.

Mobile Later

may or may not post

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So

If you followed me, you got endlessly bigger.  Now, it's time to work on yourself as a person.  Try to stretch, but you'll bounce right back.  5'5" seems to be a happy height.

Edit

I changed it again.

Update

I edited my text box info.

Also

I am bigger set for some reason but don't wanna be bigger set @ 160 pounds.  So..

:|  Is that why you love me?  No?  Guess I can go..

You know, to be honest, I was tall in 4th-6th grade, not gigantically inclined, luckily somehow, had good short friends?  I had problems with adults being @ my height, but I wanted to grow tall, not sure what age, maybe when I'm an adult.  My body has elasticity.  I can find myself @ 5'5, just like I found my eyes all bright yellow when we moved to Orlando from another place in the area, before living in the New Orleans area.  You know, I was hoping kids would be tall.. I wonder I'm actually trying to get larger cuz I'm rather short.  Maybe, .. I dunno, I just know I wouldn't be happy an adult..  I'm not sure what'll happen to me, now.  Anyway, wanted to slide up the chart.  I dunno what I was thinking @ someone's height.  I think I got confused.  I didn't say anything, maybe did, but you could tell.  So, I'm not sure what happened.  I finally made the decision.  My belief is if you have enough control and priority for things @ life that pretty much that's what happens, like boys you can grow in your 20s and even 30s like me.

What's your belief in really tall young people?

I've seen shorter 1s.

Problem

I don't wanna have to do anything, I'm playing the ignoring game.  Why does my dad do things to punish me?  I didn't do anything, leave me alone!!  Like, I don't leave him a note for a weird reason and he does something for later, but it's tomorrow.

You know, I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and like Tim Burton and don't wanna be close to my dad all of a sudden who's been sour and who I avoided by staying in my room.

Facebook

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Blessings

So, you don't know how both incredibly blessed yet how incredibly hard my life is.  I don't think everyone is destined to be born to the 1950 generation like slaves and then all @ Late Boom families slide into the world, people say yes it's okay it's @ you and they fit in.  I don't like the meanness they experienced getting, though.  Like, they are the ideal.  I don't even have a generation that has a mother supposedly.  I know from my dad's side I don't faint but I'm like out.

I'm listening to the karaoke for Sweeney Todd from Dec 2007.  Nell Burton was born December 15th 2007.  I remember posting online, and no I don't feel welcome.  I feel I was too late.  So, this is something they'd listen to and not know what they're hearing but leave feeling pleasured.  I am glad for them, but what about people not from families of that generation?

All I can say is they don't like most moms born far enough after 1960 and 1961.  It is indeed funny the baby of the family in "The Brady Bunch" was born then.  It might work out for me, know people wanna fight me.  I still though feel I'm crap from my dad's side, listening to this.. like really..  I can't tell my mom's age, but you saw me as a baby and know she's Chinese-Indonesian.  Well, guys usually like dating Chinese women probably 15 years younger but dunno.  They could be like a teenager.

I wonder what the Alice in Wonderland soundrack is.  Is it for Nell??

Still, you have to be born 1992 or 1997|8.  People born 1991 were considered really **** and 1990 very intelligent.  1989 is "still the 1980s" I guess.  I wish I had a kid who was 6 now.  They sure are cute.  However, I wanted a boy and a girl a year apart.  Kids born in 1992 are special and into Tim Burton and like the musical.