Someone gave me an idea.

Tim can direct The Phantom of the Opera and I can compete.

Inquisition

You would like, clicked to me, the space station cuz it's so pop-like.

Problem

I think people pretend to feel sorry for me cuz my parents don't love me..

You see..

I did establish a relationship with him.

The problem with..

..fantasizing @ my dad is when you are trying to talk @ me.. your mind just wanders.

Problems

Why won't people stop fantasizing @ my dad when they use me?  I think it's unnecessary, sad to say.  You need to be more dignified.  He's born in 1950.

I want to know.

Why are people being suggestive?  I am so outraged I could say something that would blow you away and make you judge me differently.  I am sitting here suddenly figuring out riddles.  The riddles are tacky and considerably stupid.  I can take a riddle, but something is rather wrong.  It bothers me, I get very very irritated.  I am already treated "like crap" racially.  So, is this just gonna get worse and worse?

1 thing I can talk about that might interest you is .. I just heard a click and felt something and forgot.  Oh, yes, I would be disappointed if you don't accept Ellen racially as white.  I don't want to hear 1 secret joke.  I don't know if she thinks it's funny cuz it means people are sorry for her.  It gives her attention.  I would know, I lived there.

Government Shut Down

link

That article is good because it makes sense.  I don't like twisted decisions.  People won't accept me as someone who posts online.

Problem

Ellen, I am so sorry your aunt who is .. 5 years older than my Gramma, who's as old as Mickey Mouse ... passed away.  You kno wI a m going to NY state to see my Gramma who's moving down to Florida with my oldest aunt in Florida.  I just couldn't take it.  You should have had more time.  Yo uknow, I believe in the afterlife for real.  I heard weird noises all over in 2005 when I moved, am partly from up north.  I know I won't die, but not really.  Don't worry, I found out that life is a joke.  We live forever.  We change who we are and can be more than 1 thing, which is not somethin gI do.
     Aw, there there my poor sweet Ellen RIP

Weird Feelings

I don't feel that I want to be something made from another person.  I'm more comfortable @ my mom at the moment than what my dad's been pushed to do.  It's what it is, though.

Sorry, I see I put the wrong link..

link

I do notice

everyone does get mad when people get attention.

So

How do I stop this?  Anyone?  8|

Cheap Parenting

Why try to get me to be mad?  I do get mad in public since Johnny Depp became known to me.

Cheap

I feel that people are trying to get me to be upset and make faces, how cheap and why parenting after you kicked me out?

Another Problem

I feel some people put tremendous stress on others to be mean to me or else, but this is just people like my dad.  WTF!  Where did that come from what's that?  Care to admit it?  I get threatened when I ask.  Why is my dad making sure I never get treated like a lady?  This is so berserk.  He's been nice, but I think I caught him propelling my life to where it isn't mine, when I go to eat and stuff.  Also, my mom said to take the pills.  I shouldn't, really.  How will I have time at home with my family ever again without those pills?  It's from going to the mental hospital after Ginny kicked me outta her classes without telling me a reason.

A Single-Minded Goal

I have a single-minded goal to again clean my room.  Then, I will be fresh and ready..

What else??  I dunno..  I forget.  Oh, I want to rearrange my room.  I couldn't even sing.  I just felt too cluttered and upset @ it when I tried.

Problems

People keep digging into me ***ually, doing things that are suggestive a lot, and then I feel stupid.  It's not friendly, I have nothing holding me up but being a slug at home who can't keep up with her laundry and sometimes loses sleep or sleeps too much at a time.

Question

Does everyone look like Sarah Brightman?  link

Concert

I found Sarah Brightman not Scarborough Fair where I abruptly at the end stood up and shouted but The Phantom of the Opera: link.