Do ya like this girl's singing, huh huh, cuz I do!!
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Saturday, October 12, 2013
Fixing My Voice
Well, the 1st video was a mistake.. or something, but I'm trying to get my voice, "to find my voice...." I thought of something helpful for others I thought, but maybe this wasn't it.. It's going better but not so good. It's the cracking thing. Dunno what this would do for 1.
My Poor Cracking Voice
I tried to sound like people in a family with someone born in 1950 and they talk with sorta a soft rasp.
Friday, October 11, 2013
The problem with..
..fantasizing @ my dad is when you are trying to talk @ me.. your mind just wanders.
Problems
Why won't people stop fantasizing @ my dad when they use me? I think it's unnecessary, sad to say. You need to be more dignified. He's born in 1950.
I want to know.
Why are people being suggestive? I am so outraged I could say something that would blow you away and make you judge me differently. I am sitting here suddenly figuring out riddles. The riddles are tacky and considerably stupid. I can take a riddle, but something is rather wrong. It bothers me, I get very very irritated. I am already treated "like crap" racially. So, is this just gonna get worse and worse?
1 thing I can talk about that might interest you is .. I just heard a click and felt something and forgot. Oh, yes, I would be disappointed if you don't accept Ellen racially as white. I don't want to hear 1 secret joke. I don't know if she thinks it's funny cuz it means people are sorry for her. It gives her attention. I would know, I lived there.
1 thing I can talk about that might interest you is .. I just heard a click and felt something and forgot. Oh, yes, I would be disappointed if you don't accept Ellen racially as white. I don't want to hear 1 secret joke. I don't know if she thinks it's funny cuz it means people are sorry for her. It gives her attention. I would know, I lived there.
Government Shut Down
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That article is good because it makes sense. I don't like twisted decisions. People won't accept me as someone who posts online.
That article is good because it makes sense. I don't like twisted decisions. People won't accept me as someone who posts online.
Problem
Ellen, I am so sorry your aunt who is .. 5 years older than my Gramma, who's as old as Mickey Mouse ... passed away. You kno wI a m going to NY state to see my Gramma who's moving down to Florida with my oldest aunt in Florida. I just couldn't take it. You should have had more time. Yo uknow, I believe in the afterlife for real. I heard weird noises all over in 2005 when I moved, am partly from up north. I know I won't die, but not really. Don't worry, I found out that life is a joke. We live forever. We change who we are and can be more than 1 thing, which is not somethin gI do.
Aw, there there my poor sweet Ellen RIP
Aw, there there my poor sweet Ellen RIP
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Weird Feelings
I don't feel that I want to be something made from another person. I'm more comfortable @ my mom at the moment than what my dad's been pushed to do. It's what it is, though.
Cheap Parenting
Why try to get me to be mad? I do get mad in public since Johnny Depp became known to me.
Cheap
I feel that people are trying to get me to be upset and make faces, how cheap and why parenting after you kicked me out?
Another Problem
I feel some people put tremendous stress on others to be mean to me or else, but this is just people like my dad. WTF! Where did that come from what's that? Care to admit it? I get threatened when I ask. Why is my dad making sure I never get treated like a lady? This is so berserk. He's been nice, but I think I caught him propelling my life to where it isn't mine, when I go to eat and stuff. Also, my mom said to take the pills. I shouldn't, really. How will I have time at home with my family ever again without those pills? It's from going to the mental hospital after Ginny kicked me outta her classes without telling me a reason.
A Single-Minded Goal
I have a single-minded goal to again clean my room. Then, I will be fresh and ready..
What else?? I dunno.. I forget. Oh, I want to rearrange my room. I couldn't even sing. I just felt too cluttered and upset @ it when I tried.
What else?? I dunno.. I forget. Oh, I want to rearrange my room. I couldn't even sing. I just felt too cluttered and upset @ it when I tried.
Problems
People keep digging into me ***ually, doing things that are suggestive a lot, and then I feel stupid. It's not friendly, I have nothing holding me up but being a slug at home who can't keep up with her laundry and sometimes loses sleep or sleeps too much at a time.
So
You all are fools to think I'm nasty. You're the 1s who attack me! I already went on a diet and got roller blades, thinking it would extract evil, but I dunno, I just get more of a reminder..
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
What's Up.. or Down
I did watch Monday's "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" already last night. I'm baking chocolate chip muffins for my dessert. I had a smoothie this morning and at college with a boxed Caesar salad.
The Flower Duet
Sous le dôme épais
Under the dome thick
Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay
Où le blanc jasmin
Where the white jasmine
Oo lay blawn jazz mawn
À la rose s’assemble
At the rose together
Ah ah la a rose sawn blah
Sur la rive en fleurs,
About the shore in flowers
Sewr la reev ahn fleyu
Riant au matin
laughing to morning
Ree ahn too metawn
Viens, descendons ensemble.
come descend together
Vee awn dee sawn dawn sawn blah
Under the dome thick
Soo oo le e dawm ay ay pay
Où le blanc jasmin
Where the white jasmine
Oo lay blawn jazz mawn
À la rose s’assemble
At the rose together
Ah ah la a rose sawn blah
Sur la rive en fleurs,
About the shore in flowers
Sewr la reev ahn fleyu
Riant au matin
laughing to morning
Ree ahn too metawn
Viens, descendons ensemble.
come descend together
Vee awn dee sawn dawn sawn blah
School
I went to a thing where we watched a movie on Broadway and some jazzy stuff.. then speaking. 1 thing I said was I learned more on piano than anything else. They wanted to know what standard singing was, and I said it was all jazz and evolved into pop.
It was all mostly old ladies, just a handful.
It was all mostly old ladies, just a handful.
The Post
My Blog
ChristinaBarrett 09 Oct 2013Wonderful Concert
1st, I remember trying to soak in the
post-contemporary singing. I said "Woo," with a little rasp in my
voice. Then, I supported with perfection clapping evenly the whole time
after a French-sounding song. When she sang "Scarborough Fair," I
stood up and said "Woo" really loudly and in a good voice, like a normal
singing voice that sounded as though it could get much stronger--ooh I
clapped loud once thinking how we all lose our voices to Johnny Depp
hoping to act like him. That was my 1st outburst but sent just for my
area. For The Phantom of the Opera, I just clapped loudly while some
actually squealed. I wanted to squeal loudly, but I just slammed not
very hard and didn't.. At the end, I said "Woo" twice like I was having
fun in English, heehee. My dad asked if I wanted to go, and we left
early and just as I got out the bathroom she finished a post-finale
song.
Loads of Problems, Today
(0) I had a good past few days. I don't want "the dream" of you trying to control what I notice as though I were delicate yet older.
(1) The fact that I'm writing @ this now.
(2) Making fun of cute boys I like because you can't do it.
(3) What happens is they want to measure how much they can affect my life, like by putting clicks in my recordings.
(4) My mom came in and sounded like she said it'll be it for her at 80 because there was something I did you don't do, which annoys me Ellen's worrying or even thinking she's any Jewish at all!! So, then I became violent and restless, which leads me to believe I must partake in physical activities, tough they won't let me do gymnastics.
(5) A black girl was by me at a thing I watched today, and she kept saying, "Hmph," and acted annoying, like my mom was a nigger. I looked @ her, and nigger came to mind.. as always does with black people to me, not that I think of it each time I see them. Then, she acted like she was on top of me racially, like I couldn't get away with it. I moved up when the film was over to the speaker, and some other ladies were nitpicking with me but not the speaker. It was like I wasn't even who I Was. You don't even have a good definition for Asian like I do of Native American. It irritates me when anyone picks at me to anything they made up @ me and my race. It's just an irritation from it.
(6) So, these messages were from Ellen DeGeneres. Isn't that a nasty sorta pie in your face way of taking out your racial whims on another person? Then, Ellen gets nice and threatens me like she won't talk to me as much if I get mad at something that really hurts me. That's annoying, I don't wanna worry @ that when I'm a good fan of the show and her. She does these things, though, that's why I diet, that's why I got roller blades. I need something else like ballet or tumbling, but I'm gonna do voiceover now and that's a lot of money, October-December. I need to rearrange my room so I'm not like fumbling when I record my attempts at singing again. I can get exercise videos and plan to go to the gym. It's really a hassle getting ready for and recovering from physical activity. I'm always behind on laundry|ironing. I can't sit down and read. It's too bad I got so tired of my dieting. You get fat fast on a diet if you quit, with me at least. That sounds like something you've heard of..
(1) The fact that I'm writing @ this now.
(2) Making fun of cute boys I like because you can't do it.
(3) What happens is they want to measure how much they can affect my life, like by putting clicks in my recordings.
(4) My mom came in and sounded like she said it'll be it for her at 80 because there was something I did you don't do, which annoys me Ellen's worrying or even thinking she's any Jewish at all!! So, then I became violent and restless, which leads me to believe I must partake in physical activities, tough they won't let me do gymnastics.
(5) A black girl was by me at a thing I watched today, and she kept saying, "Hmph," and acted annoying, like my mom was a nigger. I looked @ her, and nigger came to mind.. as always does with black people to me, not that I think of it each time I see them. Then, she acted like she was on top of me racially, like I couldn't get away with it. I moved up when the film was over to the speaker, and some other ladies were nitpicking with me but not the speaker. It was like I wasn't even who I Was. You don't even have a good definition for Asian like I do of Native American. It irritates me when anyone picks at me to anything they made up @ me and my race. It's just an irritation from it.
(6) So, these messages were from Ellen DeGeneres. Isn't that a nasty sorta pie in your face way of taking out your racial whims on another person? Then, Ellen gets nice and threatens me like she won't talk to me as much if I get mad at something that really hurts me. That's annoying, I don't wanna worry @ that when I'm a good fan of the show and her. She does these things, though, that's why I diet, that's why I got roller blades. I need something else like ballet or tumbling, but I'm gonna do voiceover now and that's a lot of money, October-December. I need to rearrange my room so I'm not like fumbling when I record my attempts at singing again. I can get exercise videos and plan to go to the gym. It's really a hassle getting ready for and recovering from physical activity. I'm always behind on laundry|ironing. I can't sit down and read. It's too bad I got so tired of my dieting. You get fat fast on a diet if you quit, with me at least. That sounds like something you've heard of..
Problem
Got thoughts of hitting rubber Ellen ehrn she wouldn't shut up. Had a good past 2 days. I was convinced she was being mean to me. She doesn't accept, oh no she couldn't have. I mean digging into my race? She's the 1 who is mean bc of her racial issues. Her mom's maiden name might be Jewish-Austrian-German. So, she does mean things when mad and says you did something.
She is following me around, telling people what to dish out. It's insulting and moreover awkward and laborious to report. She is only doing it for Nell being called the N word by order. I just have to ignore that. People randomly would make fun of me racially. Anyway, Ellen cuts in all the time, like something funny on my computer. How will I be able to function?? Like work and if I were in school?
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She is following me around, telling people what to dish out. It's insulting and moreover awkward and laborious to report. She is only doing it for Nell being called the N word by order. I just have to ignore that. People randomly would make fun of me racially. Anyway, Ellen cuts in all the time, like something funny on my computer. How will I be able to function?? Like work and if I were in school?
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Problem
These people won't stop treating me like I'm bad, and Ellen thinks she's strong, but she's overly protected. She is doing this, while Portia is comfy, cozy, and spoiled. Ellen takes back telling you nice things. She thinks we can't talk @ our issues @ her..
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Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Topic of Interest
Why does Jackie Evancho look like Renee Fleming? I thought she wasn't for people like that like us.
See
I got the message from Ellen she just decided that I'd see her and she wouldn't have to acknowledge me racially, racially now that's a sin- This can't be true??
Problem
I don't know what you have for Central Florida|Orlando, but I was in the office and I came in on the Spanish girl like I was white but nice. The Asian guy was upset and got onto me, rather a violent idea without admitting it. He touched my hand to get my pulse with the gear in a way I didn't like. He seemed sorry later.
Problem
Why are people trying to get me in a hissy by not shutting up and acting like they're the only 1 worth a shit? These clicks in my room, I gotta record the ghosts, though, the Central Florida ghost hotline.
Mad
If people wanna think @ me isnot that Ellen can make fun in a stupid way you relay to me that I'm selfish if I were famous but Ellen is pristine but not since the 1980s. I was hoping people would think of other people.
Wondering
Why was my mom in such a rush, today? She was driving in a way that made me reach o***** but not strongly and with tingly. So, that's why.. I know it was in a plan and also she wants to think she's getting back at me for being upset around some people who were nice to me though. I just wanted to say that I felt uncomfortable what came to mind cuz I just thought of things like that twice before and it didn't seem to matter. That's also "not safe."
Hm..
I'm getting the feeling Ellen is not made out for Florida nor modern Louisiana hospitality.
Only families from the South, now Latinos, are considered fortunate..
Only families from the South, now Latinos, are considered fortunate..
What They Talk @
It's all suggestive random stuff. I was wondering cuz I don't wanna just type every thing they say..
Problems
I'm getting more what Ellen would call bullshit, I think. Supposedly, I can't talk nicely? becuase I used to get upset and curse but just for fun???? Some people like it. I don't do it for fun.. I'm not putting on a face. When am I mean? I am not even cursing now. So, there's nothing like that to talk about. I think before it was more a sincere thing. Just forget @ it. It was funny, or I was upset.
Why are you talking to me!
I am not cursing now, and what I did before is already over and taken care of. It's still up if you wanna ask me about it, that's partly what it's there for-
What do you mean I can't talk like I'm normal and not a curser? I'm not. Do you see me curse? Do you see me bullshit!
Why are you talking to me!
I am not cursing now, and what I did before is already over and taken care of. It's still up if you wanna ask me about it, that's partly what it's there for-
What do you mean I can't talk like I'm normal and not a curser? I'm not. Do you see me curse? Do you see me bullshit!
What It Is
I feel like I'm being cheated each time I apologize for getting upset at people who are always mean to me.
Well
No, I didn't wake up wanting to be mean to people, but people get upset for the stupidest things and all that's left they'll listen to, which I don't like to do, is cursing at them and losing yourd dignity. The n word just came, and I was startled already that I got upset at others but Ellen is an exception cuz she's so famous and like a set person, supposedly nice, too. I just knew someone would make a big deal of what I Was thinking. I don't feel anyone but who was called something would deserve an apology. This is rather undue to whoever's pestering me with noises. I know it's my mom getting back and trying to ruin things again. Ellen is trying to make sure things don't go well for me, too. What? I was out looking for a dress last night and didn't get much sleep. I ended up not being actually outwardly bad at the appointment today nor before. I just told my mom I wanted to drive and said waiting for the bus wasn't actually fun - the medicine makes it tiring. The psychiatrist said we couldn't make it any higher, and my therapist wanted to. There are other ways I can make myself not as tired. I will have to find out if I can have it lowered. I'm already trying to find out if I actually have this disorder. You know, there are tests, like research. It might require an extended stay.
Problem
I got some really rude messages.. someone snotty @ a***tion, the noises they make in my house. I just wanted to say I got really mad thinking Ellen's hissy fits are causing people to get hurt, ultimately, and how I felt @ Ellen saying she doesn't wanna be called the N word cuz I pretty much am actually convinced it's not that bad to think certain things. It's probably a dirty thing to do, though. Why can other people be called that?
Oh
I meant to say sorry again I was perplexed and in a rush. No, not in a perfect physical condition, but who is..
So
Why won't anyone leave me alone? I was photographing my nose, they acted like I wasn't white and expected to get away with it.
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So
Ellen, honestly, if you keep track of my thoughts, I don't care I happen to think mean people who cause others to be hurt niggers.
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Y
Why is everyone calling me shit since Tim Burton?
Also, I've seen my parents so far today..
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Also, I've seen my parents so far today..
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So
Ellen, honestly, if you keep track of my thoughts, I don't care I happen to think mean people who cause others to be hurt niggers.
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I will..
..serve myself, I think why not, to kids in high school and college age now to provide for them a sorta 1950 perfection base. Something to base themselves on that's more appealing than what's not..
Unfairness
I don't want to be abrupt, but my friend Karen and who I'm a fan of Chloe Moretz are ruining my chance with Ellen DeGeneres. Let me elaborate. I noticed something Chloe would brush over, and I don't trust she has full Southern heritage. She's a bit like Britney. So, Ellen would balance the scales.
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Aug 8 - I don't think people my age can even have their parents. We all got "18 and out." Where were you, LOL?
Aug 10 - I like a lot of women maternally with the same race as my dad and maybe the age of my mom.
Aug 19 - I wish I went to a public school because you can be good and do the work and get more sleep at night.
Aug 22 - Some kids want love, and that was always fine.
Aug 31 - That's the same thing as daycare. How can you place a biracial or mixed or part-nonwhite kid in a daycare and expect them to compete to full potential. I was good only if I did all things expected, like start gymnastics earlier than needbe..
Sep 4 - Honestly, I would hug an older friend or caress a younger friend, I am more astute with my mom and also in other ways my dad..
Sep 12 - Well, it's just I don't always wanna be with 1 or 2 of the asme people. That's become quite obvious now. In fact, I wish I were alone in some way I feel.
Oct 3 - Well, just go to a public school. I went to bad Catholic schools.. '}:|
Aug 8 - I don't think people my age can even have their parents. We all got "18 and out." Where were you, LOL?
Aug 10 - I like a lot of women maternally with the same race as my dad and maybe the age of my mom.
Aug 19 - I wish I went to a public school because you can be good and do the work and get more sleep at night.
Aug 22 - Some kids want love, and that was always fine.
Aug 31 - That's the same thing as daycare. How can you place a biracial or mixed or part-nonwhite kid in a daycare and expect them to compete to full potential. I was good only if I did all things expected, like start gymnastics earlier than needbe..
Sep 4 - Honestly, I would hug an older friend or caress a younger friend, I am more astute with my mom and also in other ways my dad..
Sep 12 - Well, it's just I don't always wanna be with 1 or 2 of the asme people. That's become quite obvious now. In fact, I wish I were alone in some way I feel.
Oct 3 - Well, just go to a public school. I went to bad Catholic schools.. '}:|
Monday, October 7, 2013
So
So, it's OK foe Ellen DeGeneres to not be moral but then gets me when there's a real deal.
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So
So, why does Ellen act like she can tell you what you are? I do plenty of things she doesn't risk. I make friends.
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So..
This person won't stop taking advantage of me trying to nag at me all the time for saying Go to Hell but not like I'm cool online, which wasn't the intent....
O K
I figured out how crazy Ellen is. If you're allowed to buy something, she still isn't okay with it-
Problem
Hey, why did you just talk to me? I said Go to Hell, and apparently it freaked someone's freak.. Now, the neighbor knows I took off my shirt, tonight. I could tell by the way he left.
Problem
I just got threatened, I felt like there were little needles along the top of my eyebrows. Stop telling me I did something wrong. Go *beep* everyone who says go to Hell! This is my BLOG.
Problem
I got another message @ me saying Go to Hell I have freedom of speech. You can't tell anyone what to do like that! Also, I wasn't talking to anyone.
You're the 1 who is mean to me. I can do what I like. You can't get back at me for every little thing like that.
You're the 1 who is mean to me. I can do what I like. You can't get back at me for every little thing like that.
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